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What I'm grooving to: "Float On" by Modest Mouse (perfect for this entry!)




So as Iook down on the continental us states I’m passing over through the clouds, I can’t stop thinking about the huge phase of my life I am entering.

First, I am going to be working with a company totally different from General Mills, so I know this will definitely be an experience. And not only that, but I feel like they have very high expectations based on my pas research experiences and the fact that I have had two internships with General Mills. I think this is the reason I got stuck with my “scientific” project, which also scares me, because both of my projects at GMI were more engineering than science, so this will be another important factor for my experience.

Besides my work experience at Cincy, I am hoping to have a good social experience. I’m hoping to meet different people, and be more outgoing. And deep down inside I am hoping to have some type of interpersonal relationship: OMG! I feel so aloneeeeee, I wish I could have someone to cuddle with for the next months hahaha. Plus, its been almost 5 years since I last kissed someone! (the INCIDENT from last summer doesn’t count :P). I really hope to make some progress in this area, because I am tired of being single sandi UGH (and I really want to kiss someone hahahaha)

Another interesting thing I have to deal with in the next four months is the fact that I have to make a decision for the rest of my life. Work or grad school? (eh, I think the answer for now is work :P) Work for what company? (For now, my answer is GMI, I really want to go back, but I don’t find out until next week if I will be getting an offer or not. THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING! If I don’t end up working for them, then I want to work for another consumer based company, preferably a food company like KELLOGS hahaha). Its very stressful, because I like having everything planned out, and right now at this moment everything is up in the air! And I HATE not having control of things! And the fact that the decision I make will pretty much carve out the path for my life, makes the decision 129885849 harder/stressful/crazy.

I ‘m looking really forward to this experience, because I know I’m going to learn a lot: about science, food, work life, and most importantly about MYSELF! This last summer at GMI helped me learn A LOT of things about who I am, and I am DEFINITIVE that my semester at P&G is going to be equally or more insightful, and this definitely motivates me =)

Let the challenge begin!!!! Woo hooo!!!


♫ Allright, already, we’ll all float on allright, already, we’ll all float on okay / don’t worry we’ll all float on, even if things get heavy / we’ll all float on allright ♫





Why it ROCKS:

I'm a HUGE Quentin Tarantino fan, so I obviously saw this movie on its opening weekend. IT WAS AMAZING! And I highly recommend for everyone to see it! 5 thumbs up! :P

Here's a quote from one of Carrie's voiceovers on Sex and the City. Carrie usually says some pretty insightful things in her voiceovers, but this one particularly caught my attention :)

"Sometimes you have to let go of who you are, to become who you will be."
- Carrie (Sex and the City)


I think this quote goes really well with my life at this point where I find myself. I am looking at this new experience at Cincinnati to help me learn, change, develop things about myself. And the first part of change is accepting that things must change, and not being afraid to do so. I know there are certain things about myself I must change and let happen, and even though some of the things frighten me, I know and trust God that everything will work out for the best. So at this moment, I am letting go of these things, and leaving room for the person who I’m supposed to be, to appear and blossom J

What I'm grooving to: Folkin around by Panic at the Disco (I heart this song haha)



So last night as I watched Freaks and Geeks (a show I totally wished they hadn’t cancelled because it is AMAZING =P) I noticed that I could identify with the characters in so many ways! Maybe not as much with the Freaks, but I totally did with the geeks!
In the past year I have been learning a lot about myself, as I’ve found myself trying to analyze my personality, to have a better understanding of why certain things are the way they are in my life, and most importantly to help me identify what the best path seemed to be for myself in regards to my future after college. And one of the things I noticed, both on my own and with the help of others, is that I’m kind of a geek!

A few reasons why I’m a geek:


1. I LOVE Sci-fi stuff!!!! I grew obsessed with Heroes once I starting watching the episodes, it is definitely my favorite show!!! And its not only the fact that I like watching the episodes and remember a lot of the quotes (I have a talent for this haha) but it’s the fact that I analyze every single character and episode, and can go on for hours talking about my analysis and hypothesis haha. And let us not forget the obsession I had with Lord of the Rings, dude I used to wear “the ring” I got from a bookmark around my neck on a chain similar in appearance to Frodo’s; I was such a freak! Plus one of the things I look forward to once I have my own apartment, is being able to frame the map of Middle Earth I have!!! Most people look forward to their own apartment just to have more privacy and be more independent, nop not me, I’m just thinking of my sci-fi ish decoration! Haha. Plus, I am A HUGEEEEE Harry Potter fan!!! Its another topic I can go on for hours, days, months, talking about. I LOVEEEE HP series and even the movies, eve though they’re a bit more shiteous than the books. And I’venever been to a Sci-Fi convention, but the tought of going totally exhilarates me, its something I plan to do in the future.

2. I LOVE playing Rockband (and with the Wii too) !!!! This was my favorite thing of the whole summer! I can go on for hours playing, like my voice might be sounding hoarse and my head is starting to hurt, but this won’t stop me from playing, I LOVE playing! I played for like 8 hours straight the other day! Plus, I would prefer staying at home drining and playing Rockband then going out to the club and dancing. I know that if I was more exposed to video games (playstation, xbox, etc.) I could totally become a video game junkie, like those crazy kids at school haha.

3. As I mentioned before, I LOVE remembering quotes from tv, movies, books, etc. I think its cool, and it gives me the opportunity to have inside jokes with the other people who have actually watched the same thing.

4. On this same line, I LOVE inside jokes! Especially those related to tv shows or movies, and even school subjects (science and engineering haha). I have tons of them with my friends, and a always looking for opportunities to do so.

5. I’m a huge pop culture freak. I watch a lot of tv, read a lot of magazines and blogs and news articles related to pop culture. I know all about the latest gossip, who’s dating who, who dissed who, etc. EVERYONE always notices this about me and calls me out on it haha.


6. I watch a LOT of tv shows. I watch too much tv, and I always end up LOVING at least 80 % of the shows I watch haha.

7. I find “geeky” looking guys attractive :O I totally LOVE guys in glasses, or who are a bit nerdy looking hehe. For example, I used to love Colin Hanks character in Roswell, I love Bill from Freaks and Geeks (he’s hilarious!), I loved Henry in Ugly Betty, etc ... I tend to find guys more attractive when they have an awesome sense of humor or are really smart.



Hence, I am totally a geek. And believe me, the list can go on!

I don’t think its such a bad thing to be a geek, however not everyone appreciates it, especially guys In PR. I think being a geek gives me a bit of personality and distinguishes me from other girls. And in addition to this, I can totally be a “boy” sometimes, meaning I love dirty jokes and that’s what she said jokes, I love talking about poop and nasty stuff haha, and am not phased by boyish topics. And even though a lot of guys would love a gf like this, I always tend to end up being the friend instead of the gf: STORY OF MY LIFE.

Anyways, I came to the conclusion that my goal should be to find a guy who’s geeky like me too =) Let’s see how that goes, because let us remember I have the worst luck with guys, and getting guys to like me …. *SIGH*

What I'm grooving to: Night Lies by Bang Camaro (thank you Rock Band! :P)

For some people it isn't such a big deal that they're still single at a twenty-something age. HOWEVER, the fact that I've only had 1 boyfriend, for a little over a year, and this was like 4 years ago; the fact that I'm single is very significant.

People are always asking my why I'm single, or when I'm going to get a boyfriend and what not, and its like "Dude, if I could answer that I probably wouldn't be single right now!"

And don't get me wrong, being single has its advantages, but most of the time (like 80 %) I am desperately wishing I had a bf! LOL. But I've been alone for so long, it like I'm totally used to it and I sometime think that if I were to have a bf it would take a lot of adjusting.

Some say I'm a loser, I'm independent, that I'm very dedicated to school, I'm crazy, and tons of other crazy stuff .... I just say, I'm just single.


Hola! :)

This is my super (lame) blog :P A blog about random stuff I feel the urge to write about!

I'm a 23 yr old, super single, girl from puerto rico, on the verge of graduating as a chemical engineer, and moving to minnesota to work in a lab with food: all within the next 6 months :)

in a few words I can be: geeky, cynical, funny, moody, sarcastic, silly, wierd. i'm also a Libra :P ... movies, tv, music, science, and random things are my life :)

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